What Does Community Mean and Social Media Activism

Today's blog is all about community.


As Buddhist we are taught the importance of the Sangha or community.  It can help strengthen our practice to be with like minded people. We can do service with our sangha. Basically, the group benefits the individual and vice versa.  What I want to discuss, though, is the community we live in.

Years ago community meant something sacred. Today, I'm not sure it still does. My Great Grandfather lost half of his arm one year. He ran a farm and was in the hospital for a while, as you can imagine. When it was time to harvest the people of that small, rural, community came together and helped bring in the crops. There are pictures of it in our family albums. People milling about on the farm, long tables filled with food, smiles, worn out faces, all these things mean community to me.

If my neighbors need help, I do my best to help. This winter I often shoveled my driveway as well as my neighbor's. They are older ladies with declining health and they genuinely appreciate it. I do it with expecting anything in return and it makes me feel great to help. In a world where gratification has to be instant and we are all about what WE want and what WE do can help US, community has quickly lost it's meaning.

People often wonder what happened to our moral structure and want to place the blame everywhere they can. Truth is, we have become more concerned with things than we are our neighbors. We are more concerned about how much money we have and what it can buy us to look around and say "Hello," to our neighbors. How many people do you know that live on your street? I'm guilty of this as well. Ate the very least we should know the people who live on either side of us. Take a minute, step away from your tech and go say hi to the neighbors.

In a disaster scenario the people you will be relying on, in many, many cases, is your neighbors. They are the ones who will stumble out of the wreckage of their own homes and come save you from the wreckage of yours. The one s who will be with you as you dig out what memories you can. The ones who will be there when the Red Cross is busy wading through red tape. The ones who will help you when the insurance companies refuse. The ones who won't make you jump through hoops, but will slap on a mask, grab a tool, and ask, "Where do you need me."

There is no better an example of this being true than Staten Island. Like most of use who don't live near the East Coast, I watched the news in horror as Sandy battered the cities along the seaboard. Then, while on twitter over the course of the weeks that followed, I saw something alarming. The people of Staten Island seemed to be completely on their own.

Theo Rossi, yea the guy from Sons of Anarchy, is a pretty active guy on Twitter. His parents live in Staten Island, which is where he grew up, and he was visiting when the storm hit. He was vocal about what was going on in his hometown. People were missing, people were homeless with, very literally, just the clothes on their backs, damage was everywhere, and the people stepping up were people of the community, not of any nationally recognized organization. I watched as they let people know here they could charge their cell phones, where they had set up hubs to help everyone.

Most of all, I wanted to help.

I sent a box of clothes, I passed on the info about where to send it. Then I felt like there was nothing more I could really do, except retweet every bit of information I could and share it on any social media I had. To my surprise, it did actually help people. I was so excited, so happy to be helping any small way that I could.

I was watching an interview the other day where I was introduced to the term "Slacktivist". This term is what many say about people who retweet, repost, and otherwise share information about causes. I will proudly wear that term, if that's what you want to label me, because I know my slacktivism helps. I know my blog has lead people to Staten Strong where they can donate or buys shirts. I know, without doubt, my blog has helped. It's part of why I try to keep the awareness going strong. Without people to keep reminding others that there is still help needed people will forget and just move on.

For those of us who aren't living the situation it is easy not to remember that much of Staten Island is still in huge disrepair or that there are civil wars happening in other countries or that there are animals in need of homes or that there are children in need of an education. The only way to keep it in the forefront is to get the word out there.

The way I see it, the story would live long without the bard to tell it.

I think it's time we bring back the meaning of community that was held before. Get out, say hi to people, make friends out of neighbors, rake leaves, shovel drives, carry groceries in for people, just do whatever you possibly can to be helpful. Kindness is kindness in small or large doses, it's the same.


I want to leave you guys with a few videos of the aftermath in Staten Island. Keep spreading the word about the amazing group at Staten Strong. Help them help their neighbors.

You can donate or buy gear at: www.statenstrong.com
You can follow them on Twitter  @StatenStrong 
You can follow the one of the biggest hearts around on Twitter @TheoRossi
To see how you can help turn news into action on Twitter follow @RYOTNews
To follow a kind soul out to save the planet follow @iansomerhalder
                  You can visit Ian's charity here ISF

Lets take the time to grow the hearts of our communities, making life less about I and more about Us.

Angry Girl

Trying Not To Judge

In a lot of the talks I've listened to there is a pretty central theme about negativity; try not to do it. For me, judging others falls into the negativity pile. It's hard to be compassionate and show loving-kindness when you are judging someone.

Now, I'm not saying I never judge anyone, I'd have to go all Doby the House Elf and punish myself for spewing such bull. Judging is human nature and , just like all the other things Buddhism encourages you to go against the stream with, it's hard not to judge people.

We do it all the time. It doesn't have to be a huge thing for it to be judgmental. Going through walmart I judge a LOT, even though I try really hard not to. I know that there could be a million reasons why people dress the way they do. They could be sick. They could be poor (I know I've been there). They could just be secure enough not to give a damn. Still, I find my mind wandering and judging.

When you are actively trying not to be so negative the by product is that you realize how judgmental you really are and how judgmental and negative the people around you are. In one way it's really helpful to realize just how often you are walking around with bitchy thoughts in your head or saying bitchy things. If you are aware you can try more to stop yourself in your tracks. On the other, you can't control the people around you. If your friends and family want to be Negative Nancy's they are going to be that way. You either have to learn to deal with it or move on.

Here's a challenge for you, the next time you go to the store or just out in public in general keep track of every judgey thought you have. I bet you are shocked by the amount of negative cataloging of people you really do.

The upside to trying not to judge and be negative, as you do it less and less you actually feel better. You're happier. You actually become more optimistic about everything. It's definitely a nice change!

Later this week I will be doing a blog with all the resources I've found on child meditation and discussing how it's going with my son. If anyone has any specific things they would like me to touch on feel free to ask in the comments. I am by no means an expert, but I am more than happy to share what I've found with everyone. After all, this is my community.

I've also been thinking of changing blog platforms so that I can customize my blog more.Don't worry, BellaKarma over at Stix on the Beach let me know that I can set this one to show the new URL. Also, I will share it here if I do move. I'd just like it to reflect my personality a bit more.


I'm so happy that I have seen so many hits! Keep coming back because I am glad you're here!

Angry Girl

Keeping the Ball Rolling: Staten Island Five Months Later

             We're what seems like a long way from October, 2012. We've made it through Christmas, New Years, and Valentine's day, surviving some of the most hectic times of the year. The kids are back to school and we've all fallen back into out normal routine.
 
             Since Sandy struck the East Coast, leaving many homeless or in homes without power for weeks, we've had several shootings and a snow storm or two. Still, everyday I think of Staten Island from my home in Ohio. It got to the point that my four year old would ask me, anytime I started getting rid of stuff, "Are you sending that to New York."

              I think it's time for those of us who don't live on Staten Island, and have no friends or family to tell us, remind us, that recovery is still very much ongoing, to have a refresher. There may no longer be walls of debris in front of all the house, but there are still many houses renovating and dealing with the aftermath of the flooding and there are homes being demolished.

              This week on HBO's Girls, there was a session of Staten Island bashing. I get that being funny sometimes crosses lines and I also understand that this was shot months ago. However, the show could have used this as a way to raise awareness by running PSA's or commercials for charities. The absolute least the could have done was run a list of places to which you can donate to the still recovering people of Staten Island. In the aftermath of the show there has been a lot of talk of Staten Island, which is great, but lets make it talk with meaning.

              Today, as I was reading an article about the TV show, I also remembered another article I read recently. It had pictures of the devastation and it's a great reminder of why we still need to help. The article is located here.

              We need to remember that this is a community that, despite it all, has pulled together and helped each other. A community whose response to being forgotten was to take matters into its own hands and make a charity to help each other. Staten Strong has done so much and can only stand to help so much more. To donate, go to www.statenstrong.com they have shirts, hoodies, hats, or you can just donate money. There are no hoops, the help goes directly to people at street level. And once all this has settled, imagine all the good work Staten Strong can continue to do in other avenues.

              My blog has become just as much known for my support of Staten Staten strong and their efforts as it has as a blog about my journey into Buddhism, but I see the connection. Some of the main principals in Buddhism are compassion and loving-kindness. You find me a group that represents those two things more than the people over at Staten Strong and I'll buy you a pizza from Denino's, it might take me a while to get there, but you get my point.

             So, please, continue to keep Staten Island in your thoughts, lets make them the Unforgettable Borough instead of the forgotten one.


Angry Girl

Mommy, look! I'm Meditating too!

My oldest son, who is 9, has been really curious about my meditation practice lately. It's really awesome and I love that he has so many questions. I try to answer them as best I can. He like to tell his friends that his mom is Buddhist and then try to explain it. I think that's adorable. The other day, he asked me to teach him to meditate. I was taken aback at first because nine seems awfully young for that. Then I remember that this is the boy who found his faith in God through Veggie Tales on Netflix. He is a pretty amazing kid.

 So I started doing some research. It seems that there are many benefits to teaching children simple meditation. It can help then learn to focus better and be kinder. In today's society, where children are eating each other alive, learning a little kindness is a good thing. In the study they gave the child a stone to place on the belly so they could focus on their breathing. It showed that it actually changed the brain. Changing the brain is a huge effing deal. Meditation could really be the revolution we all need.

 After reading about all the benefits I think I am going to teach my son meditation, if I can. I am only a noob myself, but I think, with all the positives, it is really worth a shot. My nine year old has severe adhd and other learning issues, if teaching him something that is so simple, that I love, and that I do daily can really help him, I am all for it. If this does actually help promote kindness and focus in children then perhaps we should be teaching it everywhere.

 I'll start teaching him tomorrow and I'll keep everyone updated on my experiment with it. It really is an exciting prospect not just because of the benefits, but also because I get to spend time doing something I really believe in with my son. As I am not at all a person who has faith in God I can't really share that with him. I've always been of the mind that he should get to choose his own faith. So, when he began showing interest in God, I let him run with it. It sucked that I couldn't really be of more guidance to him in it, but I was happy for him that he found something that helped him be at ease. Now, I get to share with him what keeps me focused and on the right path.

 Here is a great article on it, short and sweet, but gets the point across: http://www.vancouversun.com/technology/Neuroscientist+touts+benefits+meditation+kids/6158952/story.html


  I'll update you guys in a week or so. Maybe we can start a revolution!


 Angry Girl

The End of The Tunnel

The last two days have been pretty emotional for me. I'm not going to share the catalyst, because that's for me, but I do want to share some things with you guys.

Most of my adult life I was lost in the dense for of fear, uncertainty, anger, a lot of negative emotions. There were times I was convinced I would never make it through. I thought I was lost forever like some poor girl in Goblin King's Labyrinth. Cancer, the bad health of a loved one, death, so much death. They tell you all things heal with time, I'm still not sure about that, but you can get passed all things with time.

Life has been trying to tell me lately that I am on the right path, and I don't just mean Buddhism. Every doubt I've had something has popped up to say, "Hey, you're doing it right. You've got this. It's ok." It's time for me to start listening.

When I started this blog I did it to pay it forward. An extremely random person, in an even more random way, had completely changed things for me and I wanted to let the universe know I appreciated it, so I wrote my first blog. It's been almost six months since that first blog and that girl writing that first blog is nearly unrecognizable to me.

Yesterday, for some reason, it was like it all hit me. I finally made it out of the long dark tunnel and into all the warm light I could ever want. I've been through the fire, the ice, up the mountain and down again, down into the deepest depths, and I'm still here. I'm still whole. I finally found myself again.

Don't ever give up. I don't care how hard things are, how beat down you feel,  never give up.

Angry Girl

Buddhism, A Secret Society?

I read a blog the other day that an awesome Twitter friend posted  http://fullcontactenlightenment.com In it was a link to a blog posted by a teacher about using Social Media and Buddhism. You can read it for yourself here.

I waited about a week before deciding to blog about this because I wanted to be as objective as possible about it. Now, I am more of a Theravadan girl myself and so I, admittedly, don't know much about Vajrayana. I am not sure at all about their teachings or the style of the teachers. Let me make it very clear, here and now, that I am not judging anyone. Anything I say from her on is just my opinion and thoughts.  It's just a reaction to a blog, so be chill. 

When I first read Rinpoche's blog, I was actually pretty shocked. I wear mala off and on and have, in fact, taken a picture of my mala and posted it on Twitter. I don't see it as a "fashion statement", not in the least bit. I'm sure there are people out there who talk the talk but fail to walk the walk. That can be said for any path of life, but judging, and yes he judges others throughout the entirety of his blog, whole swaths of people is wrong. He talks about not judging others for their choice in style of Buddhism, but he, as I said before, judges others through his whole blog. 

Why is Buddhism, my choice and deeply personal, too good to be posted alongside pictures of my cat? I'm of a generation where facebook and twitter are hangs outs. Posting pictures is the equivalent of putting posters on your bedroom wall. I don't know about you guys, but I didn't put up posters of stuff that didn't mean anything to me. Why, then, does it make me a poser to post things about Buddhism?  I have news for Mr. Rinpoche, in my area, Buddhism doesn't make me part of the cool social tribe. I've never once felt that way. 

I would never censor myself on my facebook or my Twitter. If I feel strongly about something, I post it. Yes, I do also joke and carry on normal conversations, but I don't think it makes me a "so-called" student to share with others how Buddhism has helped my life. Though I am not of the Vajrayana teaching  I would find it very hurtful and slightly offensive to see a teacher keep talking about "so-called" followers. In this day and age you have to get used to Social Media as a tool, not something to be shunned. 

As far as "secret" or "hidden" teachings or only truly being Buddhist if you have had the right teaching from the right people, I am beyond grateful not everyone thinks that way. No way would I be able to find something like that here. I wouldn't be Buddhist without the teachers who feel that the internet is a powerful tool to help educate others.  

Take the guys over at Against the Stream for example, they have a great set up for learning. It's open to everyone from anywhere. This is the first place I went to and was able to listen to Dharma talks and do guided meditations. I am forever grateful to these guys. I really hope more people follow their lead. 

I do also use my Social Media, including this blog, to help spread the word about causes and some charities, such as Staten Strong. It is probably one of the most powerful tools I have seen. Why should anyone be judged by whether or not they post thoughts on their deepest beliefs on Twitter?


Angry Girl, Confused  

Be Kind to the Poor Photographer

I am taking a step back from our regularly scheduled blog to bring you a PSA.

Do you get your pictures taken at Walmart? Sears? Have you ever had to wait forever when you get there and thought, "Damn it! I made an appointment online why the hell am I waiting?" and then took it out on the photographer? I'm sure you thought it was their fault or maybe it just made you grumpy to have to wait. During the shoot, even though you told the photographer a million times you only wanted one pose and they kept going, did you lose your cool and get snippy? What about after when you had to sit through long sales pitch only to find the deal you thought you were going to get had changed?

Hi, I used to be that photographer.

I worked in all three studios in my town for over a year. I came into the job used to shooting on location and pretty much however I wanted. And yes, Sears and Walmart ARE owned by the SAME people. Everything is the same, the prices, the way they teach you to sell, all of it. Though we weren't allowed to mention that because of branding issues. They also own Bella Photography, Shooting Stars, and some studios in Target. Coming from a fully manual, no franken-tripod, fetter free camera to the set up at walmart was traumatizing.

Seriously. Ever tried to get a good shot of a baby that just learned to crawl, but you can't get down on their level? Yea, it blows.At least at the Walmart studios you can't.  Of course, we had the table we used to pose babies on, but a crawling baby on a table is a stroke waiting to happen. Luckily, I never had anyone fall off the table, though there was one near miss with a friend's baby. It's ok, we caught her. I've had many a parent suggest I pull out the white "sheet". Often, I found myself embarrassed to pull out the white muslin, which is, basically, a giant white sheet. We used to be able to take it home and wash it, then the rule was changed to only the District Manager could.Well, when your DM lives in  a different state, your muslin down't get a while lot of washin'. There were footprints all over it. Once I even had a guy drive his mobility scooter onto it (I told him to) and there were tire tracks on it.

Can you imagine, as an employee, having to pull that out and try to assure the people it won't look that bad on camera? I stopped saying it after a while and started laying white blankets and such over the spot I wanted to use.

Then, there's the prop situation. I had a ton of props at my house from my own business. At walmart we were required to shoot 6-9 sellable poses, when I left it was actually 12-14. When the only props in the studio are dirty white columns, scuffed up brown boxes, flowers, and pearls it gets tough. People want unique and beautiful pictures, I don't blame them. When your props haven't seen their prime in about twenty years it is hard to create that for people.

Now, Sears is a horse of a different color.

At Sears we often worked so understaffed that, by the end of the day, you had probably sweated off a small child's weight and most of your dignity.  There was much more to work with there and the tripod went all the way to the floor, which was great.

When you go to these places you have to understand that, for the most part, the people working there are NOT photographers. They are people who were hired in off the street and had no experience. That's why the camera at walmart focuses it's self and you can't move it. They teach you the basics and then throw you to the wolves. So if an asscociate seems lost, they probably are, but please be patient. This very well good be the person's first day alone and they could be swimming in deep water full of sharks while bleeding from an artery. If you get rude with them, they probably won't be very nice to you.

Please remember that a Walmart Photog is NOT a miracle worker. If you bring in your baby at nap time, don't get mad at them if they don't smile. When every trick in their arsenal has been exhausted and you still don't have a smile consider coming back later in the day or another day. They want you to have an excellent picture just as badly as you do, but that rarely can be achieved with a tired, cranky child.

Another thing to keep in mind, people sometimes have to drive from hours away to get to work. It's what you would call a "floating" position. People call off, constantly, and others have to be brought in from elsewhere to cover. If they are a few minutes late take that into consideration. Who knows what the road conditions were or traffic. I know it's inconvenient for you, but imagine what it much be like for them to find out they have to drive two hours for work that day and only got an hour and a half notice.

If you bring in food, snacks for kids is always a helpful tool for sure, please try not to string it across creation. The person working has to clean that up and be ready for the shoot. I once had someone bring in cherrios and cheetos for their toddlers. It wouldn't have been an issue, if they hadn't let their kids run around the studio stomping the food into the floor while they looked at the pictures. It was already a mess in there as I had done something like 5 shoots in the span of two hours and had another right after. Then there was the time I watched a parent sit and watch as both their children pour pop, one of them orange, out on the floor because they were angry then did nothing.

And a tip for those of you who get mad when you show up after making an appointment online and your appointment has been double booked. The 1-800 number and the website neither one have anyway of knowing if, when multiple camera rooms are present, there is enough coverage that day or if both camera rooms are actually working. This was a huge issue at the Sears I worked at. I felt terrible when it happened, even worse when some of them were through with me, but there was nothing I could have done. The close time was 6, but someone could actually schedule a 6. Sometimes I didn't get home until 9 or 10.

So before you go off on the photographer because you had a bad experience, keep a few things in mind.
1. This could be there 7th day straight working.
2. They could be new and lost.
3. They have probably cleaned up more after your kids than they have their own that week.
4. Nap time appointments are a bad idea.
5. They get paid crap and are expected to do more than you can imagine.
6. They could have missed lunch due to a walk in because if they say no they can be fired.
7. If something gets overbooked they can't control that.
8. They HAVE to do the sales pitch.
9. Cleanliness of backgrounds can't always be controlled.
10. They just want to be treated like a person, not a piece of equipment.


So, to sum it up, being kind goes a long way.

Glad to be Free
Angry Girl